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When people say that religion can save you from all troubles and bring peace
“No”

Because religion can bring troubles and depression as well. No such thing works one way in life.
You just lack of view because you’re soothed by them - and in peace with what’s it offers. For some, they couldn’t feel that way and should be considered WITH RESPECT TO their life.

I’m just done with people who think that one way is enough and try to push the idea through by manipulating the ways to achieve it. Just no for me. In this respect, I would have expect that some would say “Your heart has closed to God’s way” - NO. You didn’t know of my heart (or feeling) to say that. You don’t know what I’ve seen and what I’ve heard. You only know and truly believe God can save you - so be it. Among you I’ve also seen backstabbing liar and manipulative people - is their heart closed to God’s way? That’s not even for me to say. That is between God and them. The only thing I see from there is that they have to work on their people skills. Really.
I can’t have people putting more guilt on me because they can’t change me - I’m struggling with myself and none of you have helped me through.

i think when i scroll through the men of tumblr tag i think what they meant by it mostly are single+straight+men+on+tumblr tho.
this blog is not for you. go back from whence you came from.

anything tagged photography by me is my own pictures. I took it. That one was taken from FB since I’m too lazy to take my external now.

And all those in tags are mine. It’s not that perfect but that’s the way I like it.

Layan movie Sepi. Prepare tisu banyak-banyak.
I need to cry.

i am cleaning my stuffs, and i noticed that my collections of tarot deck somehow make me feels like i neglected some of my decks.

and the irony that one deck is turning against me - while the one i had the hardest time reading it when i get hold to it is now my prominent deck. haha. that’s life.

i think i would make a giveaway. i feel better if my decks will be used often rather than kept in boxes and hidden away. but i have to check.

the confirmed deck to giveaway is the Steampunk tarot. It is a good introductory deck, but it seems i can’t use it often enough. :(